I have evil inside of me
It hungers to cause conflict
Yet it disguises so I do not see
And the trouble I could not predict
I try to be kind and please
But my emotions are in turmoil
And I tend to turn into a tease
Inevitably everything tends to recoil
Soon I am alone and crying
And you, to who I have caused pain
Please attempt to see I was not trying
To cause a situation of utmost disdain
God strike me! I will not defend
To Hell I shall forever be condemned
As my heart beats with no end
And my mind dreams of you
I know that I cannot pretend
That my feelings are not true
I met you and I felt right away
That a desire I would feel
And now I stand here today
Telling you my love is real
My eyes cannot stop staring
At you and your eyes
For you I won't stop caring
I will never lose my butterflies
Embracing you as we meet
Holding you in a warm hug
Smelling your hair, oh so sweet
And a smile come to my mug
You say you cannot sleep
If only you I could hold
Having dreams you can keep
With a heart never cold
May my dream come true
And I be with you
